Pistanthrophobia

If trust is the issue… why waste time creating something that is not there?

If trust is the issue… why make me feel like you actually care?

If trust is the issue… why believe that there could be a you and me?

If trust is the issue …why do we believe that after life is eternity?

If trust is the issue… why try and build a relationship?

If trust is the issue… why hold your tongue or even bite your lip?

I AM TIRED OF BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP FEELING ALL ALONE, EVER SINCE DAY ONE LOVE IS ALL SHOWN.

EVERYTHING I DO SEEM TO MAKE YOU UPSET BUT, YOU CAN CARE LESS TO HEAR MY STORY SOMETHING LIKE A VIGNETTE.

But what you can’t seem to understand… is that a relationship without trust is like a phone with no service. And what do you do with a phone with no service?

You play games.

I REFUSE TO BE PLAYED WITH!

Trust takes years to build, seconds to break, and forever to repair.

I’M SICK AND TIRED OF YOUR PHOBIA, PISTANTHROPHOBIA- FEAR OF TRUSTING SOMEONE.

WELL I’M NOT JUST SOMEONE

I AM THE ONE!

I trust you with everything that I have, I hate that you take time reminiscing on the past, people say without sex I say without trust we won’t last.

I’m lost in love without one clue. There’s only    1. Thing

2. Do

3. Words

4. You

I………LOVE………YOU

But if you’re not willing to work side by side  5. Goodbye

But for sure one day you’ll cry for me like I cried for you.

One day you’ll miss me like I missed you.

One day you’ll need me like I needed you.

And one day you’ll love me…… but I won’t love you.

So you can sit there thinking of what more to say,

I just gotta ask are you gonna let your phobia get in the way?

 

True Enemies

Finish school and go to college

Just so we can be in debt and that’s reality

See we’re just like the slaves in modern day society

Putting us in schools just so we can learn about the white people that took over our country And still they’re money hungry.

See us the working class wasn’t even living fancy

No new clothes so basically everybody was laughing at me

They might be rich but they don’t got power over me

My mind and my words are more powerful than the shit they speak

Who are the ones picking up the veggies and the fruits you eat

And you still want us to leave?

Damn it’s kinda hard to believe even when we call this place the country of dreams

My mom don’t get paid enough

Why you think I’m out here in the streets

Selling coke and weed?

It wasn’t easy

But I’m still here saying “fuck the police”

Cause all they do is protect the wealthy

The 1% that is really making the money

The bear that attacks the beehive for its honey

They’re  playing the game smart cause they got all these ethnicities

Fighting each other over territory

They can’t see the vision

So it takes a visionary

To show them the path to glory

I know our future might look scary

But we all got to unite together to take down our true enemies

It’s Unusual

I am a girl who is naturally undefined

My life is a story you’d judge by its cover

A movie that you’d be surprised by- It’s unusual

Though I’m only 14 years old, there’s 14 years full of life

I didn’t grow up the prettiest, wealthiest, funniest, nor skinniest

A cover hiding the real me, locked up, afraid to escape

 

If I was skinny with long hair and a perfect face would you like me?

I know you would, no need to lie,

damn, if you say “no” then I know you’re high!

 

If we wear over a size 10 we’re called fat

I heard most of us are just black

Maybe I can cry, I can whine, or I can kill myself and die

Never mind I can’t leave

Sometimes I can’t breathe when you look at me trying to figure out what’s under these

Am I a tease?

Do girls have to be classy to be clean ?

 

Stop

wait

R.I.P. to the ones who didn’t make it

Can I fake it ?

My life- Can I fake it?

 

While girls run around hot sooner or later all people hear is “Stop”

His touch, his kiss

Sooner or later it could be a fist!

Stop!  Rape, stop!

All she heard was the ticking on the clock

Now she lies down with a frown

As I read this poem, look around

Nobody is perfect it’s usual & if your “Perfect” it’s unusual

Insane Leos Stolen From the Embryo

Memorized by my eyes, the ones that you can see.

I work an all day shift,

just so you can see.

Stolen from home land; hot savannah, rain forest n good food.

Now I’ve

eaten so many dead fish that I disagree with food.

It cost a lot to see me,

but guess who gets the profit?

I hear the wages they discuss and we’re not treated like prophets…

I like how you get excited to see animals at the zoo.

I’ve seen the same faces on many dudes.

Boys, girls, men, women, monkeys and gorillas we’re all the same.

My evolution is next; you prolly think I’m insane.

 

Groupie

Just a groupie, nothing else.

Always tagging along to feel included

When they are just annoying and meant

To be excluded not able to take a hint

Or read the signs and acknowledge them.

Just a groupie, nothing else.

A truth realized not too soon,

But a bit late doesn’t understand

Hanging out and a date.

She can’t even make out

The difference

Between the two.

Just a groupie, nothing else.

Wants to be a friend or maybe more

Never has a real reason-what for?

She can’t help nonetheless

Save herself yet she tries to

Not just her, but everyone around her.

Just a groupie, nothing else.

Just a stupid teenager,

That can’t do anything for her self

Just a stupid 17 year old,

That can’t get a hold of her self

Just a stupid emo kid,

Trying to be a cliché to “fit in”

Just a girl trying to be what everyone

Wants…because she doesn’t know

What else to do…

 

Wasn’t Even Worth It

by Marquese Sykes

I got shot based off my ignorance and a certain mindset
I now stop and think… damn it definitely wasn’t worth it
Young, dumb and hesitant to learn, I almost lost my life with no further concern

I strongly believe that “Everything Happens For A Reason”
There’s ups & downs

People change like seasons
Niggas will kill for 28 grams… Yea they’re real tough with that gun in their hand..
Trust No One is what I’ve been forced to believe,

based off of how many people I’ve found out deceived

me and my hopes and dreams
They let us all down, threw us in the Sound…
They called him just to throw us under the bus
Unfortunately we’re used to it so we didn’t even fuss